the third post

It was fricking hard. It still is now.

The battle indeed went on second by second.

A recap of past months.

– Irregular/constant fatigue. Focus drift. Lack of basic repetitional practices of professional skills.

– Lost some weight. The grave fear of normal functioning was reduced.

Never would want to be useless loyalists.

How could I be so useless? How on earth did I drag my weak body and mind to go through high school, college, and work years.

Need some time. But if more harm than benefits would be done to my boss, co-workers, and my firm, it is not acceptable.

The actions forward.

– Work.

Miss my grandpa.

Heartbroken for grandma who’s been dignosed with cancer.

Still think my parents deserve a better and more loving child.

Putting one foot in front of the other.

Best to our product growth;
D-day to our firm’s new SG ofs and endeavors;
Bday to me.

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